Missing you

Let the grief be gone
Far away from me

Now i realize how hard the word was is to me
She was a sunshine to others
She was a joy to be with
She was a rainbow that makes everyone smile

I could not utter your name
Without the image of you
Lingering in my head
Smiling sweetly at me

You have only left us yesterday
But it felt like a hundred days
We miss u much
But i know you are in a better place
With God by your side
You'll be in a better place...

Sweeter than this

Rainy today.it seems like the nature always know how i feel.He knows.

Yesterday was painful.Today i feel nothingness and it was confirmed.

Had cupcake and ice cream.

Went straight home and took a long shower.

I smell nice now.

But i bet my babies in heaven smell a lot more nicer than i do :)

You see what you only want to see
But do you see
Me

What about this colour?

It seems that the time is up.She cannot suppress it anymore.Hence she emerged with brilliant colours all over her.The palest blue,darkest purple and strokes of green.All the hues of a rainbow. He just stood there still,mouth agape.Blinded.

"you are different"
I have always been

"you have way too much colour on you"
I have never been black nor white

"you are ugly now to me"
It doesn't matter...

Now i can breath freely
I am not born to be colourless

Feelings

I was young and foolish, and now I am older yet none the wiser.